Lyrics - Die (the next few times)

I'm glad I can see that you made it
you look just as good as then
a stab in the back I feel traded
to my own worst enemy, I

can't count these days & nights
when I drank to that girl
now she's said to be the happiest in the world

too bad I can see that you made it
I don’t look as good as then
why can’t we just go on pretending
we cannot but share this pain, I

can’t count these days & nights
when I drank to that girl
now she’s said to be the happiest in the world

so I say good night to all my dreams
what’s wrong when all of this feels right ?
drinking down all my sorrows
I fall asleep and die (the next few times)
I drink them down, I fall asleep and die

Lyrics - The Eyes Have It

so blue-eyed you walked outside my door
I guess there's nothing that could make you stay no
the blue sky was darker than before
somehow all my hopes were withering when you weren't lying

so what am I waiting for
I guess that's my life story
I'm just not ready for begging on my knees for you, not for you

upside down this is all just self-deceiving
take me out till this green grass fades to black
we're so lost, still you're begging me for more

so black-eyed I'm sitting on my bed
staring at the ceiling breathing deeply
just tired of keeping it to me
"just do what's best for you" you told me but you were lying

Lyrics - Don't Smile In Trouble

I won’t pick up the phone
you said I’m better off alone
don’t wanna hear your voice
I can’t just sit, smile, laugh `bout stupid jokes

you make me puke my insides out
I’d even take this pain
you broke my heart, you cursed my life, you stole my self-esteem

as your self-confidence
grows bigger I warm up my hands
to chop your ears and scream
those things I never dared to say, just in my dreams, go

let me out, i want out into the rain
let me out, to wash away the pain